Showing posts with label navel-gazing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label navel-gazing. Show all posts

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Playing The Lemons You're Dealt

I was recently up at my Mom's house in Levack. I've been spending a lot of time there lately as I help her sort through some health issues.

Being back in my childhood room leaves plenty of space for introspection. This has been a particularly challenging year with twists and plot turns that I just didn't see coming. So one can imagine how that might lend itself towards engaging in self-reflection and looking back at my life. And, being in the home I grew up in, of course, comes with all kinds of physical props that can stir so many different memories.

But the other day I was fascinated with a particular piece of "art" that I had created when I was in Grade 12.

It was a piece of art I called Second Excalibur.

2nd Excalibur - check out the "signature" of "ML" I used


I chose that name because I was imagining a post-apocalyptic world in which all of our modern technology and weapons are gone and humankind is left with the types of tools and weapons from our past. In the midst of the turmoil and chaos, a new leader who will bring peace and order to the madness will arise, identified (in an Excalibur/Sword in the Stone style manner) by the person who is able to pull this sword from the "stone."

The stone, in this case, is a combination of rubble and a brick wall, representing a world that is partially destroyed, likely by war.

And when I thought back to how I ended up deciding to create this piece of art, I was reminded of the age-old adage of playing with the cards that you are dealt or taking the lemons that life hands you and making lemonade.

Basically, taking an unexpected situation and, not only making the best of it, but making something good of it.

The particular art project, you see, was the result of a mistake, a screw-up I made. We had been mixing the powder and water that would turn into the "clay" for creating a sculpture. I ended up leaving the stir stick in the mixture, left it out and forgot about it. By the time I discovered my error, it was too late and a terrible mess. I had a cup with a rock hard blob with a wooden stick sticking out of it.

My art project was ruined.

Or perhaps not.

As I sat looking at the mess I had made, I thought about what I might still be able to make with it. So I peeled the cup away from the globby rock-solid mess. As I did so, I was fascinated how one side of it was so perfectly smooth while the other was "wild" and jagged and more natural.

So I started to etch a pattern in the smooth side to make it look like a brick wall. I wondered if I could play on the thought of a half crumbled wall. But then I considered the sorry wooden stir stick that I just couldn't pull out. Not being able to pull it out made me think of the sword in the stone. Then I got the idea to carve the wood into a sword and make it part of the sculpture.

And from that, Second Excalibur was born. A piece of art with a bit of a societal back-story to it.

Second Excalibur


It's not a great piece of art, but I think it's a creative one, and evidence that, even when things go wrong, there might be a way make it work, to just go with it and see where that takes you. You might be pleasantly surprised.

Sometimes, when writing you might "write yourself into a corner" and either feel stuck or perhaps end up writing a scene or circumstance (in order to get you out of that corner) that takes you in a completely different direction you might never have thought of in all your planning. And what you end up creating might even be better than if you hadn't made the original errors in the first place.

Life can be like that too.

An unexpected twist or plot-turn might, at first, seem to be a negative thing. But are there things that can be gained as you head down that new path? Do those twists take you somewhere new where you can discover things you might not have been able to see before? 

You, of course, need to have your eyes open and look for those opportunities; inspiration can come from what might otherwise be considered a bad turn.

Having supposedly failed 1000 times at creating the light bulb, Thomas Edison was quoted as saying "I didn’t fail 1,000 times. The light bulb was an invention with 1,000 steps." And Fred Astaire, whose career spanned 76 years allegedly kept the following memo, from his very first screen test:  "Can't act. Slightly bald. Also dances."

Edison and Astaire seemed to have both done pretty good for themselves.


It's partially perspective; partially persistence; partially patience.

Lemonade from lemons. Playing the cards you're dealt.

When life deals you lemons, make playful art. That's my advice. If you're willing to take advice from a man who has been mixing and messing up metaphors on his blog since 2005, that is.

Monday, December 06, 2010

I Took The Plunge

Well, after minimal debate (although it's something I considered for a long time before actually debating it) and some support from bloggy friends, I took the plunge and upgraded from the original Blogger form (my basic beautiful BLACK) and into the new Blogger template.

It's functional, has some neat gadgets - but I'm still not happy with it. I fooled around with it quite a bit the past couple of days, but haven't landed on a look and feel I'm happy with.

Sigh. I suppose that's the reason why I tend to do things like not change my Facebook profile picture (I'm using the exact same one since I first started - the same picture I use for my Blogger profile) - once I start changing stuff I get all sidetracked and lose track of time.  I ended up worrying about the background theme, etc, which, ultimately, is a waste of time.

And now, I can't seem to upload images to the blog (I was trying to upload the Markheadshot.jpg file that I use for my profile almost everywhere -- haven't been able to do it after half a dozen attempts) - Perhaps I'll have to try a different template . . . sigh . . .

Saturday, December 04, 2010

Blog Cleanup

I realized that I haven't really "cleaned up" my blog in a long time.

I started it back in 2005, chose a basic template theme, and just kept posting random musings -- I've fallen into a pattern of mostly writing about fatherhood, writing, about books, about bookselling and about the publishing industry.

And, of course, over the years, I have added a ton of little widgets and links in the right-hand nav area.

But I haven't really gone back to clean up or even test the links to see if they still point to something real.

I've been considering spending some time to do two things: 

1) Check to see what needs to be updated and purged (at least to make the right nav area a little less messy.  2) Update the Blog (for well over a year now, Blogger has offered a "newer" or "updated" version for the blog - it would mean completely redoing the blog, and I do want to keep some of what I have in the right nav bar . . .

Of course, the time I'd need to invest in it seems substantial.  Like a home renovation, I'm a bit concerned over being in that "moving furniture, patching the walls and repainting" phase for so long that I end up leaving it that way.

I suppose it's either that or keep adding to the mess (which is starting to bother me more and more) - it's funny to think about how many things in our lives are left in such a state because you first need to overcome the little things that you let get in the way of making progress.

Decisions, decisions, decisions.

On second thought, perhaps this just one of those distractions taking me away from what I was working on earlier this morning -- writing a new short story.